Bad dream....

I doubt you care... but I had a bad dream... and woke up, not being able to go back to sleep, finding my face tearstrikken... not something that happens... ever, really. But it did, I can't go back to sleep, and I'm sad... so I'm going to tell you about this dream... even if you don't care.
So I was sitting there, in my schools park, worried as hell about my sister who (,IRL,) stopped emailing and calling alltogether... and then one of my friends (Kat/Baillo) walks up to me and asks me what's wrong.
"My sister.... uh, soul sister.... she stopped emailing and calling, and she won't answer her emails, nor phonecalls... I... I know it's irrational, but I fear the worst..." I said, with a worried look on my face.
Kat patted me on the back and said "It's okay..." she paused, and then said; "If you'd like, you can use my phone to call her... it's lunch, so she'll probably answer."
I smiled. "Thanks," I said, "That would be nice..."
She handed me her phone. Already I could feel my hands shaking, as if the dream was real... I was fooled.
I called my sister. The phone rang once, twice, again, then her mom picked up the phone. She didn't sound the least bit shaken up when she said; "Is this Matt? Sorry, but, Hana's dead." no tone in her voice. Then she hung up.
My eyes widened. Her mom was completely unscathed by the fact that her own daughter was dead... sick... sick sick sick....
Kat looked worried, "Are you okay? What happened? Did she pick up?" I handed her her phone back.
"No.... no she didn't..." I said... my voice quivering.
"Then what happened?" She asked...
"Her mom picked up...." I felt the tears start to pool in my eyes. "She... Hana's...." I burst into tears, buerying my head in my hands.
"Oh god..." said Kat, "Matt, hold on, I'm gonna go get Ivy... are you okay to be alone for a couple minutes?"
I couldn't answer, I couldn't stop crying.
"Ana!" Kat called over one of my other friends, Ana.
"Matt? Are you okay? What happened?" Ana sounded worried too.
"His sister died... I'm worried for him..." Said Kat.
"Oh god... Hana's dead?" Ana's voice was quivering too. To me, it sounded like she was gonna cry as well.
"I'm going to get Ivy, and maybe Gus too... can you sit with him for a while?" Said Kat.
"Yeah, I can do that." Said Ana.
Then a while passed, I cried and cried and cried. Several people came by and asked me what was wrong. Ana replied each time, don't ask, it's too painful.... then I felt warm arms wrap around me, I sniffed, but stopped crying. "Amante...(love)" I heard her voice in my ears "It's okay..." the voice belonged to my love, Ivy. Then her voice broke too, "Oh god... she's really gone... isn't she?"
At that time, my brother appeared. And so did Ewil (Elijah Willer) both amazing friends of mine as well. They gave me their concern, their kind words, their hugs... and Ewil even prayed that Hana go to a good place when she reaches... wherever... I wasn't quite listening. Then I viewed myself from third person, I was sitting there, on the ground, with everyone I know and love around me, hell, even Sly who I only barely know and who lives in another country (I think) was there, hugging me and patting me on the back and offering kind words.... But I noticed something about me... I was wearing a smiling mask, covored in blood... my heart was gone, and I was looking paler then usual... almost dead.
And then I woke up.
I don't want to go back to sleep... in fear of what dreams I will have next....